EX Braveheart

Hmm, haven't got the chance to come online for like 2 days i guess? This blogging thing is indeed interesting, lets me express myself in a new way.But now i am beginning to wonder. Am i writing so that hopefully there is someone reading? Or simply as a chronicle. The Chornicles of The Great. Haha.
Went outfield yeaterday for section battle course. COOL. EX Braveheart isn't really the name la, just something i gave for double meaning. Did night battle course as well.For the first time. Showed attitude to a senior spec and let him know that i am not a man!! I am also a commander. Haha. In army, really ought to stand up for yourself and not let other people oppress you. Hmm, that seems like sound advice for those who are about to enlist soon. Trust me. Its the best period of my life thus far. Nothing to worry about really. Just enjoy it.
Wah, went back to camp at 2+am, on my phone. Was counting the number of sms beeps i have. Haha 10 sms. I am simply popular la. End up. None from you my dear friend!!?? ;p *bleah* oh no, a guy doing this kind of things. Whats happening to me.hmm......*wonder wonder*
Anyway, this is where EXERCISE BRAVEHEART really starts. Hey my dear friend, you know how happy i am to see your name appear on my phone as it rings!!?? Simple things like this but...i feel real touched. and until now thats 3 calls for the day. *Hugs* Looking forward to tomorrow, been waiting to spend some real good time with you.Yet, something inside me hopes that tomorrow will never come. Because i don't really want to wait for 6 months before i can get to see you again. Its just so so so long.The previous time, i didn't really sense it cos i was actually the one leaving. Now... ... i have to stick around here, knowing that while i am doing something on monday afternoon, you are setting off in the plane. Put it simply,

~Wo Bu She De Ni Zhou~

~Ye Bu She De Jiu Zhe Yang Geng Ni Shuo Ge Zai Jian Jiu Rang Ni Zhou~

#insert: just called you and gerald is still sticking around your house.....psst.....not within my circle of concern......remember you asked me about my opinion of him?... ...oh my Kelvin how can i think like that.

Yup.One of the reason why its called exercise braveheart, is that i realised i can really really talk with you. What i mean is, there is like no barrier when i communicate with you. I just tell you how i feel and you are thankfully open minded. You know. Since you came back, there's just been so much emotion going wild in me. And it really helps when i can just tell you how i feel and things becomes beautiful. And indeed i am afraid that whats happening to reuben will happen to me.No way. My dear friend i believe that won't happen because i have faith in you.Neither will i let that happen to me.
Thinking about tomorrow, i will feel ultimately dot dot dot if our good bye is gonna be a car ride.Seems like this few days, most of my blog belongs to you.Ultimately i will need some getting use to when you leave. I will miss you surely.